It’s pretty sad that I have to ask my friends to get me a prom date 😔

Lemme rephrase that. I wish my friends still liked me

Long story short, I just want my friends back :(

Live with no regrets is absolutely impossible. I regret this entire year. All of it. If I could redo it, I would in a heart beat. This year changed me for the worst. And the sad part is, It all happened right before my eyes.

Maybe that’s the thing. I don’t.care enough.

It’s sad that these are the people I call my friends. The ones who could careless about me. I try so hard to get involved with their plans and play their game but I fail miserably. All they care about are their stupid boys which by August probably won’t even be talking to anymore. I’m always there for them but they’re never there for me. I just don’t get it. Maybe all the things she texted me were true, about how selfish and rude I am. As much as I want to change, it is what it is, I am who I am. There nothing I can do. You either like me or hate me, but I guess it’s all mostly hate. I can’t wait til June 9 when I can be me and not care whose judging.